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Friday, October 28, 2005

long time dat i din had a good post.. now i m baq with mui long fufilling post..
had a long 6hours talk with him.. tot tat we can salvage our relationship.. but i m sad to sae.. we cant.. he cant trust mie animore.. he even suspect mie.. accussed mie.. i cant do anithing to change his mindset.. i did not do ani unfaithful things to him before.. yet he told mie dat, its all becus of mie dat he distrust mie.. but wad had i done? i did nothing.. i merely talking to mui guy frens.. he din even bother to ask mi wad the content, yet knowingly tat i tok to guys.. ferget about it.. afterall, in a relationship, all that matters is the trust.. no trust, a relationship will not going to work out well.. moreover, he had never trust in mie before.. therefore, tis dae will come.. onli a matter of time..

he lost mui hp, den rite now, i m using his hp.. yet, yesterdae nite, he told mi.. tat's mui fone.. i wan it baq.. i m the owner.. he used the word owner to tell mi tat he wan baq his fone.. isn't it ridiculous?? mui dream fone actualli is becoming nearer.. but rite now, its far far awae frem mi.. he lost mui hp, i got no hp, i m using his hp.. yet he wan baq his hp all bcus his the other hp isn't working well? and we actualli had a agreement.. hafing to get another of his samsung hp.. den selling awae tis current samsung hp to purchase mui n7610... yet rite now, he will b hafing 2 fones.. yet i get none.. hais.. i m terribly upset.. who's going to comfort mie? i lost the relationship, i lost mui precious hp, i lost to mui dream fone.. wad else i can do.??

going to 1pm soon, i m hafing tuition soon.. soon, after tuition.. i m going to his place to return his precious samsung hp.. and dere i go.. left wid nothing.. hopefulli, shuchun will continue to lend mi her fone.. if not, i m realli left nothing..

another thing is.. he knew i m quite sort of close wid mui sistas in the school.. he onli koe dat we been contacting.. but does he noes the content?? onli koe about is mui fren fren fren.. but recently no more.. we did contact.. but onli awhile.. the most is onli few smses.. does he koe? does he beliebe in mie?? and the content is like, about taking of forms.. talking about ccas.. and almost about it.. of cus, being frens of mine.. they koe i m like suffering frem scoliosis.. a spine problem.. so they asked about it.. are we wrong about dat..?? why cant he beliebe in mie..?

i m realli tired of him accussing mie... distrusting mi animore.. but i m alwaes pending dat, we will be the same.. loving together.. sad to sae.. i dun fit his bill..

love will never be wonderful.. they will onli brings yew memories~

- posted by Unknown @ 12:56 PM

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name: qIngxIa.qx

irc nick: |qIngxIa| ; `qIngxIa

gender: female

horoscope: virgo

zodiac: rabbit

status: single

date of birth: 29 August 1987

age: eighteen le~

email(MSN & Friendster): qingxia_ice@hotmail.com

other emails: qIngxIa@gmail.com ; toh_janet@yahoo.com.sg

religion: free thinker, can i?

fav quote: "i think you're fortunate,you can choose to love mie or not to love mie bUt i onli can choose to love you and love you more deeply..."

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lurves: his presence, mui frens, mie to yew tatty bear, romantics things, orh-orh, shopping, chattin on da fone, updating mui bloggie, listening to music, to haf lotsa of money (:x), movies, colours in blue,black,pink and white, coffeebean, of cus not fergetting slacking.. [hahas]

dis-lurves: liars, backstabbers, late-comers, gangsters, hypocrites, betrayers, care-'less'-ers, being left alone, irresponsible-ers

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Habing mani mani money $$ to shop for clothes n accessories

Lose weight =x (dere is improvements ler)

~~Good grades fer the re-take in 'O' level[failed]~~

Peaceful daes in ITE

~~Successful Chalet~~

Good grades at Dover ITE in semester two

Hair to grow long

~~Re-Rebonding of my hair~~

~~Treatment for my hair~~

Hafing a guy like euu, to care, love and concern me

videoooo..

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