slept at 4 am in the morning.. den wanted to wake up at 11am den i lazy... lie til 11.30am den wake up.. den online awhile, den do mui house werk.. den bath and get ready fer mui tuition le.. den after tuition, went to mit rouxiu, kelvin and miaoling fer dinner at clementi... oh ya, by the wae, i received mui time-table fer mui june studies ler.. aniwae, nothing much happened todae... jus wanna blog something else todae..
the following are sort of mui personal feelings towards some matters.. no offence to anione who's reading.. its jus some of mui thoughts.. if i haf offended anione, den.. i hereby to sae a werd of sorrie.. but den, hopefulli tis werd no nid to use.. cus i jus saeing out mui feelings.. den haf some advices frem yew guys huh??
Q: wad can i do in order not to let mui frens feel uneasi when he/she is wid mie and mui bf?
tis is the question dat i m asking muiself nowadaes..
fer mie, i also feel dat, i wun realli show intimacy in front of mui frens .. mui intimacy refers to holding hands in front of mui frens or wadeva.. yew guys knoe wad i mean mahs? in mui opinion, i dun like mui frens to show mie their intimacy... unless, we are veri veri close.. damn close like, wadeva things we will do together etc.. yew guys may think dat ima petty... but den realli sorrie wor.. dat's mie.. eh, sound attitude huh? cus i dun like mui frens and their steadies to show intimacy in front of mie.. mayb in one wae is i m petty.. in another wae is i sort of cant stand.. cus normalli i thinks dat showing intimacy in front of mui frens is like telling them mui body language dat they are extra.. den sort of being their lightbulbs.. den normalli, we see dat ah lians and ah bengs can click wid their steadies de.. but den neither i m a lian nor a beng.. so i cant realli accept it.. den fer it, i dun like to see mui frens to show intimacy in front of mie.. den in mui opinion, i dun wan to show them the same wae.. cus i cant stand it, does not mean dat others can stand the intimacy or not..
i dunno if yew guys knoe wad ima trying to sae.. but den, mayb re-read a few times, yew guys will understand.. den normalli, fer mie, i will not go and click wid mui frens when they are intimate wid their steadies.. cus i sort of disturbing their intimacy? hahas.. mayb i tink too much...but den, realli go tink abt it.. and can understand huh? or mayb i m sensitive?
but den, if i m not sensitive, den is dat a ger den? hahas..
Q: when is the appropriate time to show intimacy in front of mui frens?
hahas.. wad a question.. fer mie, i can tell yew dat.. i dunno.. mie and mui current boifren haf been together fer 2 years ler.. but still, i dun realli show intimacy in front of mui frens.. frens who go out wid mie, u people will knoe it... cus i rather dat i neglected mui bf den i neglect mui frens.. frens are lasting.. but den, bf might not be lasting.. knoe wad i trying to sae mah?
ok bah.. about it.. hopefulli yew people can tag at the board and gib some advices..
advance thanks to those who are willing to tag at mui board to gib mie advice.. *wiink*
` take care~
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