morning went to service mui fone.. den gonna get back onli 1-2 weeks time.. oh mui goodness.. dats long huh..? so sad.. using a pretty lousy fone..aniwae, better den nothing.. (:
den had lunch wid rouxiu.. cus she accompani to causewae point de... and fer nw, dat's the nearest nokia care... intialli is jurong point.. but den, now.. its shut down le.. it cease the operation le.. so no more le.. den do nothing much at causewae... cus its BORING fer mie.. went there mani times le.. den went to westmall to buy something fer mui necklace.. and cost mie 5 bucks fer dat.. and mind yew... its expensive.. aniwae, neber mind.. as long it will last huh...? den i wun haf animore problem lor... after westmall... we went home.. i reached home at about 4pm lor.. went out onli at 10plus... spent quite long time outside huh..? den went t o wash mui sofa cover as its veri dirty... den after dat.. dad came home...
actualli wid dad at home hafing tuition is no a problem.. but den, jus nice.. i had a big quarrelled wid mui own dad... kip on comparing muiself wid his frens' kids.. if not, saeing how lousy ima comparing to the others... why i haf to studi 5 years instead of 4 years... saeing mie alot of thingss... of cus, i answered him back... aniwae, overall is.. mie and him is nothing... meaning, i will treat it as i dun haf tis dad... jus like how mui mama treating him... i understand how mui mama feels alrites.. but den, pretty upset wid muiself... as in, stupid? stupid fer answering him back.. i should haf kept silent.. i tot dat he would dote on mie more.. but eventualli, nope- (i knoe its too much to sae dat but den ima jus not happie dat he kip on 'insulting' mui frens and mui pride.. aniwae, he's jus a MCP..
aniwae, i told muiself, ima not going to take his money animore...(dun wan to treat him as mui dad animore) he dun realli treat mie as her daughter at all.. he is jus treating mie like a beggar.. a beggar who nid money frem him, i take..(so wad's its a big sum? he's mui dad ok!) ima jus like a BEGGAR!! as fer mui tuition fees, mui mama going to pay fer it.. its like $550 fer per month lor.. its veri expensive.. and mui mama is not those rich people lor.. hais.. feeling sad fer muiself and mui mama.. sorry mama, to burden ur stress... hopefulli, mui temp part-time job can earn some money and de-stress alittle fer mui mama.. actualli i wanted to borrow 5k frem people to gib the fees etc de.. but den i onli sae sae.. i even wanted to move out of the house, luckily..mui mama is at home.. she toked to mie.. den it din let mie feel like moving out.. so i didn't.. if not, i believe shuchun will take mie in... can hor? hais..
den actualli hafing tuition at home de.. but den, due to the quarrel... the venue changed.. went to void deck instead.. mui mama is worry...she actualli wan to cancel the tuition and make it on other dates.. eventualli, we didnt.. jus leave it.. the tutor is not a bad one aniwae.. veri friendly... to mie, suit rouxiu wor.. *grins* aniwae, hafing his lesson is not stress.. but den, he gives alot of homework de.. i gt 160qns of grammer waiting fer mie wor.. den few pages of another kind of grammer qns.. mani rite? luckily, next mondae den hand in.. tis thurs hafing his tuiton.. but den is geography.. so, fear not! (:
so..
hopefulli everything is fine.. aniwae, after the quarrel.. i haf not been toking to him lor.. dun even wan to see him.. hais.. why issit lidat..? so sad...
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