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Monday, January 03, 2005

i m baq again~ jus read finished mui fren's blog whu left a note fer mie.. well.. wad i tink is... you're right.. if he is true to mie he will call mie soon..maybe before his NS.. but wad i tink is.. even if he called.. he wun be able to find mie at all..on the 2 Jan 2005 de nite..i made a call to him.. before dat i was online in the msn..den thinking why is he not in msn..den after dat decided to make the call and see if he's asleep..den after hearing his voice, i knew he is not asleep..den i hung up the call.. after few hours...he sms-ed and ask mie why do i call him..and mui reply is nothing, also telling him dat we cant tok cus todae dere's no chruch stuffs..ended up..he replied mie a word of crazy.. den i neber reply back..til half an hour later of the sms..i replied him telling him dat if he wan to tink i m crazy go ahead..cus we dun hab time to quarrel animore..to meet animore.. after dat i went to play game in mui handfone..den received a sms.. not from him..its from mui fren..she asked mie to read her blog cus she left a message fer mie..den i read.. i was touched by wad she had written fer mie..its like no one had did dat kind of stuff fer mie..not even is him lor.. aniwae.. people reading mui blog..and hab been tagging mui board..how often did u guys realli seen him tagging at mui board?perhaps a month once?or even less den dat.. aniwae.. thanks, jal.. aniwae.. i realli hab been thinking wad are the days i m habing when i realli lost him.. lost him in the sense dat he hab gone to NS.. physicalli i cant meet him.. i cant tok to him as which i like at ani time i like.. jus like i cant find him animore ani time i like.. wad will the kind of life i will be living...? do guys realli dunno express themselves sho muchie..?do guys nid to hurt we gerls sho muchie dat we hab to drop tears fer them..? hais... actualli.. i rather u dun reply mie sms rather than sending mie a word of crazy.. do you knoe jus onli a word of crazy, it hurts mui heart? jus like u expect someone to sweet talk wid you..den wad it came out was an awful word dat u din expect..? and of course.. once again.. you hurt mui heart unknowingly.. but sometimes..if you dun reply mui sms..i will also get hurt.. sho wad the hell do i wan??!!!! hai!!! *arggHh* maybe no quarrels will be the best part of a relationship..wid sweetest in the heart.. including loving.. who dun wans...? m i rite..? everytime.. how i wish mie and him can be as loving as we used to be.. be as sweet as we used to be.. be all those kind of stuffs we used to be.. jus a little of sweetest can melt one's heart.. do ya knoe dat..? aniwae..there's a say.. `-fer the ladies.. Love your partner in the ways he wans.. `-fer the gentlemen.. Love your partner in the ways she wans.. wid the things above.. i believe both of them will be satisifed..but of course.. its tough..cus each other will think dat why mus i lufes the way they wans..but at least.. if you realli did.. you hab alreadi knoe how to lufe someone..loving someone is not an easy job.. of course.. maintaining a relationship is also not an easy job too.. and these come wid another say.. `-It takes two hands to clap.. another thing i hab to say which i hab told one of mui frens(qiwen).. i always hab an instinction dat if one dae mie and him realli hab to break off.. most likely the reason to be is cus of a third party.. well..later at nite i going to work ler..veri fast.. during mui working period..he wun be able to contact mie at all..unless he make the first move to come all the wae from his place to mui place jus to c mie fer less den 2 hours..or even less den 20 mins... if not.. everything will be jus out of point.. to :`- jalilah~ you asked mie to be strong.. so do u nid too.. you said in ur blog dat you hab been waiting fer a call and until now..the person still haben call..and you tink the love is not meant to be.. however.. i dun agree wid you.. i always encourage mui surrounding frens to let the nature to take its course..dun you tink letting nature to take its course den is the exact wae it should be? by the wae we wans jus like forcing 2 things which cant be togather to be togather.. sho mui advice to you is to let nature to take place..its completely different from facing the reality..cus reality is a fact whereas nature course is kindda a process..? aniwae.. knoe wad i trying to sae mah? and fer mie.. i would rather mui stuffs to take place in nature..and fer you(mui dearest deariee), you may think dat everything i hab shown is like i dun care..like veri ignorance..but deep down in mui heart..i hab alot fer mie to xpress..you may think dat i m veri carefree fer everything..but do you knoe dat i hab mani mani things dat i wan us to be.. and in tis relationship.. i realised dat i begin to be a kind of person who more and more dunno how to xpress ler.. do you knoe dat sometimes..i wan our relationship to become A but somehow.. it turned out to be B and after it turned out to be B i will start to envy other people.. *sighHh* `-you hurted mui heart unknowingly~ *heart cracks* - posted by Unknown @ 3:01 AM

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Its all about me,myself and I..[hahas] Mostly on my personal feelings and views.. Feel free to tag at mui taggy board.. But please.. No Discriminations..[if dere isnt, i will be glad and thanks~] Enjoy ur stay in mui bloggie.. Thanks fer dropping by...`take care - smile always.. - cya around :D

juz simplie about mie

name: qIngxIa.qx irc nick: |qIngxIa| ; `qIngxIa gender: female horoscope: virgo zodiac: rabbit status: single date of birth: 29 August 1987 age: eighteen le~ email(MSN & Friendster): qingxia_ice@hotmail.com other emails: qIngxIa@gmail.com ; toh_janet@yahoo.com.sg religion: free thinker, can i? fav quote: "i think you're fortunate,you can choose to love mie or not to love mie bUt i onli can choose to love you and love you more deeply..." another link about photos: @ mOi multiply lurves: his presence, mui frens, mie to yew tatty bear, romantics things, orh-orh, shopping, chattin on da fone, updating mui bloggie, listening to music, to haf lotsa of money (:x), movies, colours in blue,black,pink and white, coffeebean, of cus not fergetting slacking.. [hahas] dis-lurves: liars, backstabbers, late-comers, gangsters, hypocrites, betrayers, care-'less'-ers, being left alone, irresponsible-ers

mui wishlist

Habing mani mani money $$ to shop for clothes n accessories Lose weight =x (dere is improvements ler) Good grades fer the re-take in 'O' level[failed] Peaceful daes in ITE Successful Chalet Good grades at Dover ITE in semester two Hair to grow long Re-Rebonding of my hair Treatment for my hair Hafing a guy like euu, to care, love and concern me

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