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Thursday, December 30, 2004

now is 0119hrs ler..a new dae begins...yesterdae i mentioned dat me and mui dearest deariee going fer a movie..and we watched the KungFu Hustle.. its was quite a nice and funni show..everything was alright..until i reached home, things happened...

during our date,i hab been nagging at him..telling him how he is similar to mui brothers...xplaining to him dat i din wan to nag at him..but jus dun wan him to follow mui brother's footsteps..den i even said dat i knoe i cant sae much cus mi, myself sometimes also doing the wrong stuffs..but i told him, i can control( limit muiself ) but he cant...sho nid constant remindings...and mui constant remindings equals to mui nagging..sho after i reached home fer awhile,i phoned him..and asked him if tomorrow he wans to go sing K box anot..den he said he got no money...he even got the cheek to tell mi dat..if u wan mi to go, u pay my share... Hello!!! asking mi to pay ur share?you haben been paying my things wid ur own money yet..den still wan mi to pay fer u?? cant u be more considerate? i pay the stuffs more den u do...yet, i ate most of the stuffs..all might say dat i m petty...but..if u were mi...you will understand how i feel..i pay mostly of the stuffs..you ate most of it..leaving abit fer mi...until i said u..den u control..dat's wad i called constant reminding..but, so wad? after awhile..ur habit is back! fer dat..its okie..i dun mind...i jus gib u constant remindings will do...den asking him to go K Box..told mi no money...okie...fine..but yet he kept on telling mi dat he wan to go escape...go wild wild wet...where the hack he going to find money?? no money still wan to go out?? cant he jus save?? bring how much money out...spend how much... yes, i knoe u did savings..but issit enuff?? you sae u wan tis and dat..den when ur grandparents dun gib u money..u complain..den at the beginning why dun u save more?? we had alreadi go on dutch...wad else u wan?? no matter how mani unfaithful things u did it to mi..i did not grumble..wad about you?? i merely nagged at you todae..den u jus throw ur temper at mi.. habing PMS issit? on the 14 of jan u are going to NS..and as fer mi.. on 4th of jan i m going back to work..how much time do we realli hab to spend together?? frankly speaking.. do u realli wan tis relationship?? yes, i know dat guys do not knoe how to xpress themselves...but do at least gib the other partner assurations... everytime we quarrel..i will always tell u dat u can do all the things u wan..do wadever u wan...can go find women etc.. but in mui mind..i jus cant realli forget wad had happened... i hab been worrying since dat incident...do u knoe dat?? i hab been cheated by you mani mani times.. and tis will onli make mi to increase the worries dat i hab.. wad can i do?? haiz..

aniwae.. realli jus wish u will change fer the betta.. you always wan mi to lose weight, be more considerate etc.. mani mani things u wan from mie... i always trying mui best.. on the apperance, u might c mi not doing the things u wan..but u tink mi, muiself dun wan to change fer the betta?? u hab ur xpectations from mi..so i do.. i also hab mui xpectations from u... mayb u might tink dat mui xpectations r high..but they are basic.. hopefulli, u will change ur temper, be more considerate and responsible also be more commited to mi.. issit difficult?? mayb u tink so.. i dunno.. *trying*

i always hope dat one dae..we can be dat loving as we used to be.. remember previously wad i hab posted..? A relationship is like a glass bottle.. .. .. .. .
frankly speaking..i always feels dat dat post is a real example..dun u tink so?? whenever we quarrels..ur ah beng attitude will come back..like begin possessed.. haiz..

Am i the right gurl fer u??
Do you always mean wad u hab told mi..??---> of course i hope all is true.. issit?

haiz~~

- posted by Unknown @ 1:47 AM

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