**** a fresh start i should say`

Sunday, December 12, 2004

*burp* hees... jus finish mui dinner...i cooked myself...den watching the star award 2004 too.. so boring... well.. todae i hab alot to sae wor..

hmm...went to cineleisure wid him...ya..its him.. to take photo..den after dat they should be 12 pieces..den ended up missing 1.. den i was angry wid it..cus missing ler..den dunno later wad will happen mahz...later if other take den how..?? i was worried...den i gave a black face to him den ended quarrel lor... den i did not say anithing i jus onli walk and walk and walk.. den he behind chase and chase..chase til fed up..he grab and pushes mi like an ah beng trying to ask mi to stop..by then.. i'm not angry wid the photo ler..but the way he treat mi..den he fed up..he choose to leave..by then.. i smsed him fer a cancellation of patch-up.. cus when we patch back..we hab the conditions..and yesterdae he jus learnt to be responsibilty..yet nw.. he left without mi.. jus like the last time.. den ended quarrel and quarrel... scold and blame mi.. it was so qiao dat jus nice two of mui frens asked about us..den now lidat ler... hai..

he said not to meet or go out animore.. sho do u all think i should carry on tis relationship?? no point rite..? dun wan to go out... go steady fer wad.. hais.. actualli i din wan a break off.. but den the way once we break off.. all his scoldings and everything dat he had done to mi in the last break off... everything was out...and dat was one of the reason fer the break-up.. wad should i do..??

here's something to tell ya..
i can't believe dat from the start..you din even believe in mi.. all along.. from the start..i m the kind of person whu dun tell lies..and even i do.. i will feel guilty..and wad i will do is i will admit the lies dat i had said..but den i had never think dat you will think dat all wad i hab said are all lies.. i had never tink dat the one closest wid me will lidat de say me... tis is the thing which hab hurt mi alot.. no matter wad u do to mi.. i will always fergive and ferget... but tis time round... i dunno when will i able to fergive and ferget the wae u had said mi.. 1 most important thing dat i dislike about is.. i hate people to malign mi or dun trust mi.. no matter how hurtful dat i had caused.. i never u will treat mi lidat... i dunno wad you will do next if i were to patch back wid you.. like i had said in the previous post..

A relationship is like a glass bottle
When dere's a break off
It means dere's a crack on the bottle
When dere's a patch back
It means we are trying to 'save' the crack on the bottle
When dere's alot of break off and patch back
It means we are trying to 'save' those alot of the cracks on the bottle
And the more cracks it have
The more the little feelings left

I always hoped to gib u alot of chances to change.. But at the same time.. i am scared the wae u will hurt mi..hopefulli.. if dere's the chance again.. i realli hope dat u will change fer the better.. realli.. and even dere's no chance.. i hope dat u will also change fer the better fer ur future wife..

todae realli is an happening.. aniwae.. i shall leave everything to God.. i wun say much things to ani one.. Jus leave everything to God.. I always believe he will bring the best to mi..

*muacks* to mui dearest
*sorries* to mui dearest too..
i ("v") you

If you still cant believe mi.. i hab nothing to sae animore..If by chances..you got to see mui blog.. to carry on or to gib up..den gib mi a call.. hopefulli u can change..dats my wish in tis relatioship..

- posted by Unknown @ 8:30 PM

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name: qIngxIa.qx

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gender: female

horoscope: virgo

zodiac: rabbit

status: single

date of birth: 29 August 1987

age: eighteen le~

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other emails: qIngxIa@gmail.com ; toh_janet@yahoo.com.sg

religion: free thinker, can i?

fav quote: "i think you're fortunate,you can choose to love mie or not to love mie bUt i onli can choose to love you and love you more deeply..."

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lurves: his presence, mui frens, mie to yew tatty bear, romantics things, orh-orh, shopping, chattin on da fone, updating mui bloggie, listening to music, to haf lotsa of money (:x), movies, colours in blue,black,pink and white, coffeebean, of cus not fergetting slacking.. [hahas]

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Habing mani mani money $$ to shop for clothes n accessories

Lose weight =x (dere is improvements ler)

~~Good grades fer the re-take in 'O' level[failed]~~

Peaceful daes in ITE

~~Successful Chalet~~

Good grades at Dover ITE in semester two

Hair to grow long

~~Re-Rebonding of my hair~~

~~Treatment for my hair~~

Hafing a guy like euu, to care, love and concern me

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