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Friday, October 15, 2004

aniwae.. something to add on~

tis all are abt my feelings..

to me..

quarrels are jus stressing mi~ in another words.. whenever dere are quarrels.. i do feel upset n angry...but at the same time.. i feel stressed..~!!! HELLO!!! stressed leh... hais... wad's wrong wid mi..?? tot stressed should not come from quarrels?? hais.. also dunno... sometimes.. i m wondering.. why issit lidat..??influence..?? or wad..?? mani mani mani feelings gonna mixed up.. dunno why too.. onli thing dat i m thinking of is the o levels.. i m real scared.. i m jus like followin my fren's foot steps.. b4 o level play play play.. hais.. damn scared.. den owe mi fren money.. sian nor... cus i m broke. den fren de birthdae i nv buy anithing fer them leh.. not even moi x*** ** de d4r lor.. hais.. i m broke~~ how?? wad m i gonna to do wid-out money..?? ai yo yo...

m i dat bad..?? hais... feeling so upset as well.. mus we everytime quarrel..?? every week somemore.. hais.. den weekdays dun realli tok on the fone ler.. sometimes.. i do realli envy other's bf.. they r sho sweet... but i cant compare! i mus be please to hab such a bf too... its from God.. dun compare... dat's not the style dat christians should behave.. ya..?? oh ya... tmr YF.. i tink i going lor.. den mus studi hard hard... even if tmr not going to be back ok.. den nvm lo... the one whu angry wid mi n dun allow mi to xplain myself is not mi.. aniwae.. i m not angry ler.. but jus will remember wad he had jus said.. i m jus a kind of person whu dun wan to lose ani of my precious frens or even my family members around mi...

aniwae.. again.. tis quarrel hurts my heart.. in the beginning i tot he had change ler.. cus it was like.. he okok ler.. tot those stuffs he said i can believe...but now.. again.. no.. hais.. i feeling like crying mans.. it was like.. hais.. a veri difficult relationship..sometimes i wish to gib up..but sometimes..i tink of dat to gib up jus lidat is a waste.. wad should i do...??

*Praying right here on the blog*
Dear God, our gracious Father in the Heaven. I pray for my d4r d4r n everyone around me to be blessed and everything will be smoothly in their work..Jus in wad ever they do. I pray that d4r d4r will not be easily get influence, and will be the guy that i knoe at the beginning. I also pray that you will guide us in our relationship. A successful relationship between the both of us. I also would like to pray for Bro. Eric's family. Bless him with all the power and the needs he needs.Also, pray that there will be a successful BSC and YF for tommorrow.Also, i pray that d4r d4r will get back to the one i know, to be the caring one and not forgetting his spritual growth. In all these, I pray in, Amen.

Hoping dat everything will be a good one.. hais..everytime in the quarrels.. he will say alot of nasty stuffs to mi.. which i tink a christian wouldn't do it.. I m jus getting disappointed each time of the quarrels ler.. *Disappointed* Again and again. You hab deeply hurt mie while i onli deeply in love wid u~ Jus hoping dat one day or when u will realli understand how i feel. Right now.. i dunno wad else to express myself ler..

*Hoping dat one day he will knoe n understand my feelings~* ~>.<~
*Mayb i jus nid a listening ear, a person whu can cares fer mi alot. Hoping to become a great couple like JiaHui and Daniel.~*

I actualli hab a long long long long long long long long long long time not been expressing my feelings out ler..

- posted by Unknown @ 5:17 PM

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