**** a fresh start i should say`

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

today is 21st of July 2004..i now den realised dat yesterday was mi n his 1 year n 2 months anniversary..but too bad..we still not alrite yet..hmmm..i tink he also forgetten about tis date bahz..i dunno..i dunno wad is he thinking now..so weird..hais..dunno if he wans tis relationship or dun wan....yesterday nite..i lie on the bed at 1opm..but until 11pm..my eyes are still wide open..cant sleep..den before dat at around 8plus..he got called mi twice..but i nv answer..den 10 plus..i phoned him..asked him he finding mi fer wad..den he say nothing..n we hung up jus lidat..den i sms-ed him..i sms-ed him 7 smses..den morning..i went to school..came home saw his sms..he apologised..but it jus seems still not alrite lor..hmm..until now..mi n him still not toking..he apologised..n explain to mi why he wan to hung up on monday..cus monday kanna tis quarrel de..den nw still the same..no, nothing happened..we still the same..no tok..he happie den he cum n find mi lor..even now..if he wan to find other girls..i cant do anithing..the most is i onli can say dat..i will put in moi best tries n efforts in tis relatioship..if he wan the relationship to turn sour..den i dunno liaoz.. <-haIs..->

den today maths test..dunno will pass anot..tink will fail bahz..dunno... >.< hais..den recently feeling beri tired..dunno why..reach home..i watched tv awhile..den fall asleep liao..den sleep liao..dun wish to wake up..jus simply wan to sleep thru-out..if can..dat will be beri gud..hahas...its no different to a dead person..if not..i wake up from moi nap..i still got all moi problems n worries..hais..but den when i m in the school..i wun feel in tis way..cus is like..in the school..all moi frens in the school..got accompany..den at home..dun hab frens..onli family members..den recently hand-phone also beri quiet..my battery lasted fer the second day liao..first time sia..den still full batt lehs..wahs...surprised!!!den normalli at home is the time where all moi problems n worries will come in.. today is wednesday ler..so fast going to be another week soon.. hais..days pass fast...revision haben start...lazy to..fridae got another test...biology..got 6 chapters to test on..den i still haben start studying..haha..goin to fail again..

ahhhh...yesterday moi fren asked mi..hw come mi n his relationship still lasted when we still hab so mani problems..den i told her..cus we got to compromise..den relationship den can lasted mahs..somemore..if little little thing break off...is dat worthy..??hais..why do i hold on to tis relationship..??i still loveeeessss him....does he still...??

->Sometimes..things got to let God to tell you the answer..but..sometimes..it's fated..<-
<-His bro n I are not in the good terms anymore..m i the cause..??i m realli feeling beri stress...wad abt him..??feel to get rid of these stress out...->

argHhhHHhhhHHhhhHHHHHhhhhhhHHhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(feeling stress out..can anione share my burden wid mi...??)

- posted by Unknown @ 9:50 PM

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name: qIngxIa.qx

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gender: female

horoscope: virgo

zodiac: rabbit

status: single

date of birth: 29 August 1987

age: eighteen le~

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Habing mani mani money $$ to shop for clothes n accessories

Lose weight =x (dere is improvements ler)

~~Good grades fer the re-take in 'O' level[failed]~~

Peaceful daes in ITE

~~Successful Chalet~~

Good grades at Dover ITE in semester two

Hair to grow long

~~Re-Rebonding of my hair~~

~~Treatment for my hair~~

Hafing a guy like euu, to care, love and concern me

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