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Sunday, July 25, 2004

hais...alot of things happened tis few days dat i hab not update moi blog..kinda going to break off wid him...he told mi dat he wan to reconsider our relationship..hais..but den..i like..tinking..is he hinting mi fer a break-up..??i dunno...kinda mus prepare fer the worst..??i m missing the nice n sweetest way he is treating mi..but why r both of us so childish dat veri small thing we quarrel..??to tink in a positive manner..is to know each other more n more..to tink in a negative manner..is dat it will do no good fer the both of us..xpecialli is in the relationship..hais...why is tis happening to mi..sometimes..i realli wan to tell him..why not we leave the matter rest..n dun tok abt it..but i also realise dat if i realli sae dat to him..it will do no good fer us..wad if history repeat..i dun wan dat to happened..sometimes..i realli wan to tink..how good is it dat mi n him will get married..haha.. but..it still hab a long way to go sia..hais.. >.< but i realli hope dat after the reconsider period..mi n him will still b together.. *pray hard bahs...*

kinda not going to see him n talk to him or not even talking on fone wid him fer 2 weeks..hais..2 weeks...hw m i going to pass the 2 weeks..??will it affect moi studies..?? i hope dat the result n the answer u r going to gib mi is not a bad one...i realli dun wan to be a bad one..plus..i realli wan u to change ur temper..i rather ur temper to be a bad one den a worst one..at least the bad one is not so bad..but the worst one is getting worst n worst..why is these all happened..??can anione tell mi..?? hais.. it realli hurts mi to see u lidat..its will be fine wid mi dat u hurt mi again n again n again..but i dun wish u to change from bad to worst..do u knoe dat alot people is concerned fer you..??u may think dat all is scolding n pressurising u...but..my motive is realli not dat!!!!!!!!!realli is not dat!!!! i reallis hope dat u will believe in mi..can we hab a happie ending..??wad can i do fer u in order dat u tink u will be comfortable wid u..??can u pls tell mi..??i wan to be wid u ferever..sometimes..it realli hurts mi to c other couples being together..also...sometimes..the way..the way..the coldness u treating mi realli hurts mi..i dunno why..but i m realli deeply in love wid you..why mus all tis happened..can we hab a happie ending..??can we..??i realli wish to do dat..whys..??hais..
-*tears in moi eyes...*-

Beloved, let us love one another. For love is of God, and he who loves is born of God, and knows God. He who doesn't love, does not know God, for God is love. - John 4: 7-8 -

- posted by Unknown @ 10:54 PM

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name: qIngxIa.qx

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gender: female

horoscope: virgo

zodiac: rabbit

status: single

date of birth: 29 August 1987

age: eighteen le~

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Lose weight =x (dere is improvements ler)

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Peaceful daes in ITE

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Hair to grow long

~~Re-Rebonding of my hair~~

~~Treatment for my hair~~

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