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Friday, July 02, 2004
haIs..camE baCk frOm schoOl..bEfOre i onlIne..i drOppEd mOI tEars agaIn...tOday hE is gOIng tO havE fUn wOr..lOls..haha..i m gOing mad oF it lOr..haIs..hE is gOing tO meEt qIwEn n wan shan tOnIte..hahas...hE gOing tO mEet qIwEn wIthout mI lOr..hE dId aSk mI tO gO..bUt i tOld hIm i cant..cUs whEnevEr i tOk or cOntaCt mI..it makEs mI fEel upsEt nOrs..evEn jUs nOw..i smsEd hIm n tOld hIm tO njOy hIs daY tOdaY n rEmEmbEr tO falL in lOve baCk wId thEm..njOy n falL baCk in lOve wId qIwEn n wan shan lOr..dEn aftEr dat i drOppEd mOi tEars lOr..tOnIte hE is gOing tO bIblE studY..lOls..bIbLE lEhs..tOt hE is suppOse nOt tO gO cUs tO avOid wan shan...??nOw hE is gOing nOrs...i tInk i m going to bE thE enD sOon..i tInk i m bEri fOolIsh..wad is dEre fEr mI tO cOntaCt hIm whEn i wIlL bE sad..?aren't i bEIng stupId n fOolIsh...??hE dIn evEn wan tO cOntaCt mI..wad fEr..??

bUt..i rEcEivEd an emaIL frOm hIm..i jUs rEad fInIshEd thE emaIL..i crIed n droPpEd mOi tEars..hE tOld mI dat i haB changEd tO bE sEnsItIvE pErsOn..hE saId dat i m fEelIng bErI insEcuRe..(whIch is rIte) bUt.. hE saId dat hE is nOt usEd tO tHE currEnt oF mI(whIch is mOre sEnsItIve) bUt..i alsO dUnnO whY lOrs..hE stIlL saId dat hE rathEr nOt tO tOuch tHE prOblEm fEr thE tIme bEing nOw..dEn hE stIlL saYs dat hE lOvEs mI..bUt..dats is say lOr..say can dUn bE cOuntEd mahz..whEnevEr thE way hE trEat mI n tOk tO mI lIke bEri bad lOr..can tIs bE say dat hE lOves mI..??sayIng out is easy lor..bUt u alsO gOt tO sEe lor..evEn tOday mEetIng qIwEn..hE dIdnt evEn cOnfIrm wId mI thE tIme etc..untIl i aSkEd hIm wOr..dEn u tryIng tO tElL mI dat u wan mI tO gO..??fEr dat nEbEr mInd..bUt hE saId dat hE wIsh tO cOntInuE our rElatIonshIp..bUt wIsh wUn dO anI hElP..alsO haB tO wOrk on it dE..evEn wan tO wIsh dEn dIn wOrk on it..hOw can wE cOntInuE thE rElatIonshIp lEhs..??

thE onlI thIng i knOE is dat fEr nOw..whEnevEr i tOk or evEn sms wId hIm..or evEn emaIL..lIke..thE mOmEnt wE cOntaCt each otHEr..i wIlL bE hUrt n staRt tO drOp mOi tEars lOr..i rEalli dUnnO wad tO dO bUt jUs tO crY..i crY evEn i tInk Of thE pAst lOr..haIs..

whEn sayIng sOmeonE dat yOu lOve hEr/hIm is easY..bUt tO shOw dat yOu lOves hEr/hIm is dIffIculT..bUt..
tO bE a rEaL truE man is nOt tO lEt thE pErsOn u lIke/lOve tO crY dE..pErhaps..its fated bahz...

i wUn bE waItIng fEr yOu tO trEat mI nIce anImOre..trEat mI lIke a fRen as yOU wIsh..gUd lUck fEr ur meetIng wId uR sweEthEarts..

*mOod is dOwn nOw..cryIng bIttErly nOw...anIonE hElP..??*
*i m damn sad now..crying alone now..*



















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juz simplie about mie

name: qIngxIa.qx

irc nick: |qIngxIa| ; `qIngxIa

gender: female

horoscope: virgo

zodiac: rabbit

status: single

date of birth: 29 August 1987

age: eighteen le~

email(MSN & Friendster): qingxia_ice@hotmail.com

other emails: qIngxIa@gmail.com ; toh_janet@yahoo.com.sg

religion: free thinker, can i?

fav quote: "i think you're fortunate,you can choose to love mie or not to love mie bUt i onli can choose to love you and love you more deeply..."

another link about photos: @ mOi multiply

lurves: his presence, mui frens, mie to yew tatty bear, romantics things, orh-orh, shopping, chattin on da fone, updating mui bloggie, listening to music, to haf lotsa of money (:x), movies, colours in blue,black,pink and white, coffeebean, of cus not fergetting slacking.. [hahas]

dis-lurves: liars, backstabbers, late-comers, gangsters, hypocrites, betrayers, care-'less'-ers, being left alone, irresponsible-ers

mui wishlist
Habing mani mani money $$ to shop for clothes n accessories

Lose weight =x (dere is improvements ler)

Good grades fer the re-take in 'O' level[failed]

Peaceful daes in ITE

Successful Chalet

Good grades at Dover ITE in semester two

Hair to grow long

Re-Rebonding of my hair

Treatment for my hair

Hafing a guy like euu, to care, love and concern me

videoooo..
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[x] [mui hi5]
[x] [mui photos]
[x] [mui friendster]
[x] [wholivesnearyou.com]
[x] [photos*]
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[x] [musIc vIdeo c0de]
[x] [iWEbMusIc]
[x] [amusIc]
[x] [geocItIEs' mIdI]
[x] [cOuntEr]
[x] [tIme]
[x] [blOgskIns]
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[x] [Adoption Centre]
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