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Thursday, July 29, 2004

back updating moi blog...i tink is abt 2 days liao...sunday...big thing happened..he confessed his love to a ger dat he like in the morning...but i neve say anything..i jus let the matter rest..i fergive n feget...(thinking i m stupid rite..??hais..) den monday we went to bro eric's place to clear off out problems..everything veri successful..but one thing is dat the next day he said he cant accept..he even asked fer a break off..den actualli i cooked finished n wanted to hab my dinner..den he asked fer a break off..but eventualli..i neber agree...den i called fer moi frens..tot she is working..den when to look fer her..but couldnt find her..den her workplace is near his place..so i went to find him to hab a clearer view..den onli until 11pm den he came to meet mi..den i cried...cus he insisted to break off..den i did a lot of silly things to myself..but..everything still the same..den until i went to sat at the edge of the road..den it is where i can kanna knock down the car de..den he came to console mi..saying asking mi to go to the bus-stop to talk..at the beginning..i refused..until he so called assured mi..den i went wid him..he said sorry n tok alot of things to mi..den he said he is going to send mi home..which was like..dat time was 12 plus in the midnight liao..den he n his grandpa sent mi home...den in the cab..i asked,"wad was a relationship rite now..??" he replied n said,"still in a relationship.."at that moment..i was so called relived..cus at least we still in the relationship..

den the following day,which was a wednesday..everything was actualli alright..onli until the nite..something cropped up..its like...he is finding faults at mi..but is like...one day 3 times..how can a person take it..??the first few times..ok, i knoe..so i nv say anithing..den the third time..we quarrelled..den today..he told mi dat he nids to cool down..den is like..not contacting,not meeting..or even smsing each other at all..again..i felt beri depressed...n i dun moi tears..hais..den is like..i dunno lor..i realli loves him..den all these happened..wad should i do..??i still took the inititive to call him n tok to him nicely..den he was like..not in the mood to tok..den ended i gave him a lan lan attitdue(meaning..not in a good attitude..) den ended up..he insisted to hung my call...den..i cried..cus he treated mi in tis way..i din wan all these to happen de..yesterdae morning n noon were alrite..but now..hais..
like separation..hais..

Every day I think of you and miss you,
More as time spreads open like a sea.
My pillow knows how much I long to kiss you,
As I must dream till you come back to me.
-Nicholas Gordon-

another thing..from now on, i wun switch on moi fone unless i nid the alarm clock..cus i switch on it also no use...it will onli make mi think of him..cus normalli is moi frens will call n find mi..but nw..ever since i went steady wid him..i hardly contact them liao..so i tink the best is to switch it off n keep it aside..sorry fer ani troubles caused..i switch off moi fone..he also dun care..dun even will call mi..dun think meeting him fer this whole week..hais.. next week lehs..??remains as a question mark..onli God knoes the best.. realli wans someone to share my burden...hais..

Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.
-Psalm 37:4-

- posted by Unknown @ 6:45 PM

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gender: female

horoscope: virgo

zodiac: rabbit

status: single

date of birth: 29 August 1987

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Habing mani mani money $$ to shop for clothes n accessories

Lose weight =x (dere is improvements ler)

~~Good grades fer the re-take in 'O' level[failed]~~

Peaceful daes in ITE

~~Successful Chalet~~

Good grades at Dover ITE in semester two

Hair to grow long

~~Re-Rebonding of my hair~~

~~Treatment for my hair~~

Hafing a guy like euu, to care, love and concern me

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